below are essays, papers, poetry and random thoughts it is a journey so i grow and the writings will reflect that. i am not trying to be perfect just share my trip. also you may have a very different view on issues but i just want to let everyone know i don't care my friends often have different views i believe its healthy to express and share how you feel and think so that we can learn about ourselves and each other. that being said enjoy and if you have questions or feedback or wasn't me to check out a book or something send me a note i would love to hear from you at Jillian@JIllianAnn.com

finding yourself - thoughts on recovering yourself and your individuality

healing and forgiveness - dreams and thoughts on the process

no diet diet - eat all you want and feel healthy and amazing and there is nothing to buy the truth on food

interview on being vegan- thoughts on being vegan and my personal experience

spiritual books and places to learn more - books places and connections for those on a spiritual path

awakening state - poem on reflection and depictions

come to my party - epic poem words on the scene

new religion - musing on americas unspoken religion

sleep and enjoinment - why it matters

trust - why its hard and why we can't  live without it

saying no - boundaries and protecting ourselves

lessons learned in time - musing on love and not just being with people not to be alone

yoga for the club kids -  musing on being aware of the spiritual world your playing in

omega my trip to spiral disney land

falling upwards - poem on the trip of falling up

wisdom- poem on reflections on the process

resources for empathic people - not by me but amazing resources

being a vegan - why it rocks and will make you fell better

sacred - what matters a poem 

what is love - thoughts on love and what it is

rain - poem

modern interpretation of Christ - thoughts on Jesus from a club kid punk muse

the disconnected - thoughts on not disconnecting your soul from your mind

trinkets - thoughts on  what matter

sanctuaries - musing on the world being a sanctuary

fear  - what to fear

the battle of truth-

predators vampires and users - what to look for and how to deal with it