(1) word of mouth this is one of the most powerful tools in the world if you dig it tell people i am telling you not to keep your mouth shut (2) chat rooms oh yes i know you guys are always in them so when your hanging around feel free to share (3)message boards if you really WANT to help you can email me for a virtual press package i'll send you banners, digital promo cards and then go to town on the forums i have a few that do this and it really helps so just click this and put MessAge Boards in the header (4) linking got a site then lets link just click here and send me your link and we will exchange (5) eMail Me Here to learn more
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so let me put it too you this way there are allot of very unhappy people out there why? why? as a kid i looked around and the word why was the most used one on my lips, why are people obese? why are people killing each other? why are all these divorces going on? why are parents beating or ignoring there children? why are all these women dealing with eating disorders? why are we the richest country yet we are all killing ourselves and each other? what is going on and why? some people care about collecting cars some people dedicate there lives to preserving cars or bank accounts or houses or positions: i dont know what happened and i missed the programming i was supposed to have had but i did and the only concern i had was how to preserve people. sorry to make you feel like an additive. so then of course i did what i always do i used myself as the guinea pig. i decided when i left home i was going to find the truth if it killed me i wanted to know why there was so much *&^$%# stuff going on, why my friends were dropping like flys, why people were all so unhappy . so out i went and i dived into the world. the only thing that mattered was people and i suppose i was doing research i wanted to understand them , all of them so i being able to hang with anyone would just go from circle to circle and i may have missed a few but not to many, and i went and took all the things that people seem to use to numb there souls and i took them for a ride to see what they would do to me, so i did it all almost i think, you name your vice i played with it. each one i would take to its limit and then i would usually be left alone to figure out the way to get my soul back from whatever was trying to take it. after years i began to discover the truth through trial and error and me making myself go through it. that is still my work so i needed an outlet a way to use what i learned use what i feel use what i find to do something to try to keep everyone from being walking dead people. so then music and the internet seemed the only logical solution. so that is why i am here and you are reading this. so i spent years doing this, building this, this is not something that just happened. the internet is the only free way of communication left and the government is starting to control it more but i will leave them out of this cause i have my views but i am more concerned with souls then politics. so back to this and you my intention is to take all i learned about everything and all the things that helped me go from hell ( virtually and realistically) to a much better place------------granted you cant do things if you sit in front of your tv six hours a day and complain about how sad you are..you cant do anything without effort.so now the music is about opening the soul that is its ONLY purpose that is the only reason i create it which seems to make most people think i am mad but hey if your life goal is to preserve cars more power to you but guess what your car is going to be a pile of ashes and dust. so anyways there are those who have been reading, listening, watching for years most people do i suppose i am a bit unusual blame or thank God for that cause its all his fault i wanted to hide under my bed and he kept pushing me out so now this for you by me for you why? cause you know what i dont care if no one else cares i dont care if people say i am crazy i remember living life for a long time thinking i was the only one going through things the only one feeling alone and most the time i just wanted to know that i wasn't alone and that there were others who went through the same ups and downs. i grew up in a world where people never allowed the feelings the emotions the truth to be expressed SHUT UP SIT DOWN was the common words. just like no one said how do you feel? so i look around and see a world that is basically rapidly becoming one big machine that takes your soul and unplugs it from feeling from reality from truth and plugs it into a machine a machine that wants your money your energy your soul a machine that is killing a large portion of humanity a machine i know all to well cause i have spent most my life fighting it . so now you either think i am crazy or your thinking what if she is right- look find out for yourself i am just sharing what i found maybe you will find something by exploring yourself through my work. i am just a mirror, that is all one big digital mirror. so now i survive on word of mouth always have most likely always will. by being part of the team it means you share. if something touched you affected you share it dont hide it. so here is the deal there are many ways which i will go over ........jillian
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