Jillian Ann Interview 4/14/04
Intro: Her recording hit me hard. I immediately had to share Jillian Ann's CD
"Neverland" with all of my friends and playmates. My girlfriend and
I listened to the CD all night long in the warmth of our satin sheets. It was
a special evening. Now, I don't even have the disk in my possession. A greedy
friend, jealous of its possession has got it all borrowed up and far, far away.
I miss that CD already.
Neo: Hello Jillian. How are you?
Good, busy, the usual.
Neo: Are you doing a lot of interviews lately?
Tons of them. You guys have a lot of questions even after I put it all out
there on my website :)
Neo: I hope that Neo-Zine is a different kind of audience for you. We cover all
extremes of the underground, including the softer side. I feel that they are all
connected in a way (at least in a non-conformist spirit.) Do you agree?
I agree completely. It is all connected. Anything that is non-conformist
tends to connect in one way or another way. The fetish world, the music world,
the art world, and so on.
Neo: Could you please give a stylistic description of your music to the Neo-Fans?
Neverland is an avant-pop record. It is electronic music with classical and avant
garde influences. Beta is a progressive electronic album. IDM meets
Enigma meets dance. Currently, I am working on two albums. Both are a fusion
of a few styles with layers of vocals and violins and pianos. I want to push music
into a new place and not just copy what has already been done.
Neo: Is there anything we need to know about Neverland in regards to theme or
atmospheric content?
Neverland was created to be a comfort album -- an emotional album, an album to
make love to or to be played while creating.
Neo: Is "Neverland" making a splash on the mp3 charts? Are you getting
any radio play?
Neverland is doing very well on the mp3 charts as well as on college radio.
Neo: Looking over your web room, I noticed a lot of home equipment in the pictures
of your apartment. Do you do a lot of home recording?
I make everything in my loft. All the music is recorded, mixed and mastered
in there. Welcome to the year 2004 when you don't need anything but time, love
and energy :)
Neo: Speaking of your web room, do you do your own web work? Are you an internet
junkie like many of us?
I do the html site and I have someone doing the flash version who is amazing.
I am so busy creating that I don't do much surfing anymore. I am always looking
to swap links with other sites though.
Neo: Do you prefer working on things from home privately or are you more into
the public life you lead as a model and performer?
I enjoy both aspects. I like the solitude of being alone at home, but I thrive
on being on the road, shooting and traveling.
Neo: Some of your web pictures include bondage / fetish interests. How do those
things impact your careers as a model, actress, and especially a musician?
I enjoy making beautiful things and I think corsets and bondage are beautiful.
I enjoy the fetish world in many ways because the people there are very open-minded
and very free spirited. The fetish world taught me how to push my art to the edge
and not to care what people think and that is something I have to live by because
not everyone will like me or my work. But I do what I want to do because
I love it and I follow my heart and I learned that lesson in the fetish world.
In many ways, I was put down for it, but I learned that people will always put
you down and you can't live for other people.
Neo: I disagree with the way that your promotional materials downplay the gothic
aspect of your sound. I think that it is one of the things that provide distinction
for your sound. What is your opinion?
I agree so the next album I think will be a bit different.
Neo: How do you feel about comparisons to Enya, Kate Bush, Portishead, and Tori
Amos?
I see the Kate Bush, the Portishead and Tori Amos, but I don't feel like I sound
like any of them.
Neo: I understand that you used to be a b movie queen. Do you have any recommendations
for a good b movie?
I never kept up with the scene. I went to shoots, did my work and came home. I
didn't even know I was a b-movie queen till it was on the cover of magazines.
But there are lots of them out there.
Neo: Tell us about some of your film roles?
I usually am typecast as a vixen, kitten, or vampire. As of late, I have been
focusing on music, but I am looking to do more drama and more deep roles. I also
enjoy acting and love creating. I am just finishing my own first movie which is
all about the alternative worlds and technology.
Neo: Has any soundtrack work gone hand in hand with your acting or modeling?
Yes. Much of it has happened because people know of me through modeling.
They find my music and then it gets used.
Neo: Have you had any formal training in music/ acting/ modeling (and can you
tell us a little about it?)
I took piano lessons for a few years, but stopped because I didn't feel that I
was learning anything new. I was a cocky little girl. Then, I learned all I could
about modeling. I have taken ballet and jazz. I have been mentored with music
directly from people who make it. I work one on one with people who are better
than me, who I learn from. Currently, I work with a vocal coach, I have a media
coach, I have a yoga teacher, and I teach the rest to myself. I learn faster on
my own which is why I am not in school.
Neo: What projects are you currently working on?
I am working on a new site which will be up soon. I am working on a full length
film which will be out soon. I am working on two albums -- my next solo record
as well as a project with Sage (www.sagepoet.com , www.sexdrugsandsundayschool.com
) I am working on a live show which will be done and we will be playing out mid-summer.
I am also working on building a collective of artists (www.mentalsanctuary.com
) as well as a model and photographers resource website ( www.theblackbookproject.com
) I am also writing papers and essays on sex, drugs and religion for a section
on my site called zen baby. I thought about running for president, but i don't
know if i have the time. I am painting a series of paintings for a gallery show
and I am also shooting here and there.
Neo: Anything else you would like to talk about (free forum)
I discovered these books which changed my life: Fit for Life and The Artist's
Way. I turned vegan and haven't been sick in forever and mediation and yoga help
me stay nice and balanced. :)
hope all is well. Sending some love and thanks
Jillian
www.JillianAnn.com
www.mentalsanctuary.com
www.theblackbookproject.com
www.sexdrugsandsundayschoool.com
Thanks for the interview.