Naked
i did it again
slipped
fell flat on my face
the rug ripped from under my feet
i don't want to go back
i love being naked
i want to strip down to the bone
run around like a child
wild
from the center of nature
i want to be free
of this clothing
of this feeling of sin and guilt
but i can't be naked here
even though if eve hadn't listened to the snake
i wouldn't be feeling this way
but i am
so i sit feeling a little guilty today
God I am sorry but I just did what I felt was ok
Don't worry God said it's not about if you behave
I love you anyways
It's just people
will see you and you will tempt them
to fall away
i know i learned that lesson yesterday
but I want to be naked and free
i want to live the way i was created to be
i don't want to feel ashamed
i don't like the fact the world is this way
can i get away and live on an island and be naked
and free and no one will use it
and abuse my vulnerability
that is the tragedy
because when you're naked and free
it seems to make some think your a piece of meat
for dinner they try to make me
but i refuse to be someone meal
i used to live in a world made of those kinds of deals
it suffocated my dreams
always wanting to scream
why don't you see it's not cause i want to do bad things
i just want to be free
i want to feel the sun on my body
i want to run naked in the street
i want to be free
but i have been warned
clothing is for my protection
i wish it wasn't so
and sometimes i decided not to listen
and off go all my clothing
and i am naked and free but then afterwards
i feel something inside of me saying
the world is not the way it used to be
i don't want anyone to hurt you baby
i am sorry I will try to behave
try to keep at least some clothing on today
try to walk on the path
this is the new way