.love.

what is love:

 

love it to me unconditional it changes forms and shape: love is the force of life love is what drives me to do this to work for hours and hours on end: love is what motivates me to work till three am: to continue this regardless of what people say:

love is what i will live and die for

those i love i love regardless of what they do or say

this doesn't mean i don't get hurt i get hurt all the time

love hurts you get over it: love will take you to the sky and love will leave you crying on the floor: love hurts sometimes: it hurts to see people hurt themselves: love makes you hurt when you watch people kill themselves: or when people misunderstand that this love my love for them is a gift : there is not a price tag: it seems as though in our modern day culture love is no longer seen as a gift but rather as a form of money: if you love me then i'll : which disturbs me : this is not love:love is not about conditions: love is not about perfection's : love is not always about happiness : love is beyond all those things: love is willing to go beyond the conditions: love is about opening up and letting go: love is about being your trueself: love comes from the heart not the mind: love is not about what you can get out of a person: love does not base itself on looks on jobs on money on fame on power: love will be there when your nothing and broken dying on the floor:

as a child i discovered i had this understanding of love: i learned love had to grow had to accept had to change shapes forms: i learned it was love that gave me compassion: it was love that gave me empathy: it was love that allowed me to forgive: it was love that allowed me to give:as a child i used to make things and give them to people: it confused them: why would a stranger give a gift to me: this caused them to push me away: i learned most people don't know love without conditions: most people cant accept unconditional love: most people donate know unconditional love: it is a choice we chose to love unconditionally : in order to love unconditionally we have to put ourselves in others shoes: so when they do something that hurts us we can look beyond and see that we all make mistakes: we all hurt each other: we all are human:

this website my music all i do is because i am still that child i still believe in love and it is hard because so many have gone cold in the heart so when love comes there way they cannot accept it: i feel for them i see them all over they have turned off there hearts to love to the possibility of love: over time without love the heart dies, the soul is drained : but in order to love it is a two way street: in order to receive love you must be willing to open up and accept it: as well as return it: for a long time i went around and said: why wont anyone love me? then i woke up one day and i realized life isn't about what i get but what i can give: from there on out my life changed: it changed because i found the truth: if you think love is about getting happiness: getting anything your going to be always looking for it: love is there it is everywhere it is here it is in the sky it is within yourself: your loved : you may not accept that: you may not believe that but you are: you are loved regardless of your race, age, color, job, sin, whatever none of it matters you are loved period regardless: you make the choice on to accept it or not : to reject it : to turn cold:

i have learned love and truth always win though: they cover all wounds: all pain: they are the answer: no pills: not sex: not drugs: not money: not fame: not a perfect body or a perfect face: you are who you are and you are loved regardless of any condition:

i am not an angel i am not a saint i am nothing more then any of you i am just like you: i just make choices in my life: the one choice that will change your life is to go back and remember love: remember your heart: remember the truth:

that truth is there is a love that easiest that is without conditions without limitations it is a love based on the soul and heart

this is my message to you

take it for what you will

i am not a sappy person: neither am i a flower child: its just i look around and it hurts to see all the people out there with cold hearts: no one says anything: so i will because i am not trying to be anything other then me: so this is what my heart said to write so i did:

 

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