i lose myself
is this hell?
i find myself
is this hell?
there is nothing more
what matters now
how can i remember?
how to be free?
when i am suffocated in lies
how can i see?
when you're covering my eyes
you make it hard
to stay out of hell
stay away from me
stay away from me
stay away from me
i want to breathe
stay away from me
i want to see
stay away from me
you're the needle
so close to me
that i want to take
to make me forget
all the truth
i see 'cause it makes me
fall to the ground
awake i see
my own struggle
to not run from heaven
to not live dead
you're the drug
that hunts me
i flee
stay away from me
stay away from me
stay away from me
i want to breathe
i want to see
pretty boy
want to be my toy
but you use me
i use you
there is no reason
you only hurt me
i only bleed after
screaming at the ceiling
because i am feeling
it wasn't meant to be
i don't want casual love
i can't believe in those things
stay away from me
stay away from me
stay away from mei don't want life
to be a living hell
i want to breathe
i want to be free
so stay away
stay away
stay away from me