I Need An Angel
i need an angel
to fall out of heaven
and remind me of
all the truth that i am having
a hard time dealing with
for i want things my way
even if it is not today
i need an angel
to remind me to steer clear of hell
and focus on heaven
i need an angel
to remind me to stay strong
even when all i believe
has faded away
and i feel there is no hope
for today
i need an angel to carry
me out of my dismay
and remind me that heaven
is on the way
i need an angel
to curl up beside late
at night when there is no one here but i
to talk to about all my little dreams
and the things i cant seem to understand
i need an angel to take me
away from this feeling of aloneness today
i need an angel so i fall down
and cry out
for someone to hear me
and all my fellow new yorkers
turn their backs to me
so i wander down the deserted street
till i find a park and there
i lay down and become one with the
ground which swallows me whole
and my tears fall into the nothingness
below
and i cry out
i feel so alone
is there anyone
out there
then i feel something draw close
to me wrap its arms around me
hold me and tell me not to give up
your not alone
you never were
i was always here
but you seem to forget me
and it put its arms around me
lovingly and drew me within
come here and don’t fear
sometimes you need to be alone
sometimes you need to fall down
sometimes you need to hurt
sometimes you need to see
that it is beyond you and there is much
you must trust me with
but i can’t see you
how do i know you’re real
people i can touch
and i can feel
you’re just a spiritual being
but they always leave me
and you always stay
so i let go of my intention
of wanting love to come to me
in a physical form
and accepted
what i was given
even though my mind argues
with me that i want more
then i lay my head down
and the tears ceased to flow
and i heard the voice tell me
that some things only
God can know
but to rest at ease
because it all happens for a reason
and that is what i have to believe in
so i curled up next to my angel
which told me softly
go to your bed
and rest your head
you have a lot of work to do tomorrow
so go and let go of your heartache and sorrow
so then i left
and wandered to bed
and fell into
a deep dream
where angels
and i played
the same games Echelon
do you remember
the sun setting
next to the moon
in heaven where earth left me wandering
across the sky when visions left me to breath
in the beauty left covered in memories
blankets wrapping around me
in silent motion
stitching up broken hearts and torn emotions
together inside there is a reason why
the moon and the stars live in the sky
next to the moments which pass by
in surrender
dear God please watch over us
as we try not to fall
into the state of a million
temptations
please bless this moment with your energy
keep us safe and help us behave
we are two of your lost sheep
trying to find the way
please protect us from the darkness that lurks
take what could be a disaster and turn it into
something beautiful
take destruction flip it around into creation
in the name of God let all that is not of God
be cast out into the dark
away from us
as we come together
to sing to create
to pour our love
into something for your name sake.....
please send your angels down from heaven to
fill this room keep us safe and protect us from what we know
could be our doom
please help us to be strong and to remember you’re
the reason we are here
as i look into the eyes of
one of your children
help me to remember
i am looking at you
help the sun to shine down
and break through all the things which
could harm us or hold us down
keep us in your sanctuary
in this reality fill us with your spirit
light us on fire
let your desire
fill us and over come us
so we are not tempted to fall together
into sin
watch over your lost sheep give us strength
for we are weak
please God keep me from sin
cleanse my heart from deep within
this is my prayer
father
please hear my plea
as i call down on my knees
open my heart
lift it to the sky
youre the reason why