Let Go
I FEEL LIKE I AM BREAKING
I asked for it
Please tear me open
Rip me apart
Let me see the other side
Of my own heart
I feel the windows
crash without a sound
down around me
falling into the silence
as they slowly cascade to the ground
where there is yet to be found
a reason to stay there
under the noise
under the silence
under all the things i ignore
and love the most
i feel the silence
as it tears me deeper
and wider
ripping away the layers of
metal of filth of anger of fear
of sin
of lies
of illusions
of confusion
i find myself more clear
as i sit here
and stare at the moon
hello mr moon
you came and went too soon
i feel the urge to fall into a million smiles
to dance to the tune of nothing and nowhere
to come to you is like tasting
magic that my soul
can only feel
no words can address
the way i feel as i lay here
with nothing but me and you
and you are not here
i have never seen your face only read
about you and how you are all over the place
but you’re more real to me than the razor
i slide against my skin to make sure i am still real
that i can still feel something
that i am not asleep as i open my box and i see all the things
deep inside i used to fear
and all my worst nightmares have come and gone and now i say
well nothing is left that can make me not believe
in you
and that your good even when you
don’t make sense to me
and i feel the stars speak back to me
as the twinkle and shine
i asked you to make me
what you wanted me to be
i asked you to break me
when i forgot to see
i asked you to help me
grow past my own self
i asked you to speak to me
and show me the path
and you listened
to me but you never said it would
be easy and so my choice has been made
i will follow you
even though sometimes i want to
and i do run the other way
as fast as can be
and i try to pretend
i didn’t see you
always there at my side
you continue to love me
regardless of my failure
my falling
my fear
my not trusting you
i let go
and the songs flood
my soul
and i sing
this is what it is too be free Echelon
do you remember
the sun setting
next to the moon
in heaven where earth left me wandering
across the sky when visions left me to breath
in the beauty left covered in memories
blankets wrapping around me
in silent motion
stitching up broken hearts and torn emotions
together inside there is a reason why
the moon and the stars live in the sky
next to the moments which pass by
in surrender
dear God please watch over us
as we try not to fall
into the state of a million
temptations
please bless this moment with your energy
keep us safe and help us behave
we are two of your lost sheep
trying to find the way
please protect us from the darkness that lurks
take what could be a disaster and turn it into
something beautiful
take destruction flip it around into creation
in the name of God let all that is not of God
be cast out into the dark
away from us
as we come together
to sing to create
to pour our love
into something for your name sake.....
please send your angels down from heaven to
fill this room keep us safe and protect us from what we know
could be our doom
please help us to be strong and to remember you’re
the reason we are here
as i look into the eyes of
one of your children
help me to remember
i am looking at you
help the sun to shine down
and break through all the things which
could harm us or hold us down
keep us in your sanctuary
in this reality fill us with your spirit
light us on fire
let your desire
fill us and over come us
so we are not tempted to fall together
into sin
watch over your lost sheep give us strength
for we are weak
please God keep me from sin
cleanse my heart from deep within
this is my prayer
father
please hear my plea
as i call down on my knees
open my heart
lift it to the sky
youre the reason why