i wander these streets
i feel a ghost walking with me
wondering sometimes if you sat
where i sit
if you think i like i did
you’re so beautiful
you haunt me
in my sleep
i close my eyes
i always find you inside
i let go cause i know
i can never hold
i believe because
that is all there is left for me
i see the signs
the visions
i remember your arms
i think about
how you are
what you need
you need your space
to find yourself
you need your time
to heal yourself
you need your room
to make life what you want
to do what you need to do
but it doesn’t stop me
from loving you
if i never hear from you again
i will always love you
if i never see your face
i will always hold you in
a special place
cause even if my mind
argues that it wasn’t love
my heart speaks the truth
i know you’re walking around
pulling yourself up off the ground
i know you’re on a mission
to give and to learn
to seek to find
the truth
i walk down these streets
and you’re always with me
even though
i never see your face
i used to dream of someone
like you who would do
what was true
then i found you
and it wasn’t anything other
then your integrity
that made me stay
treasure you and hold you dear
cause i saw that you would do
what was best for truth
i walked into your room
in my sleep
saw you sleeping alone
i wanted to crawl in
next to you but
i left a little love
then went away
walked down canal street
over the manhattan bridge
talked to the angels
asked them to watch after you
make sure your knew
the truth
that you will be loved
from now till the end of time
or through eternity since to me
there is no time
i drink a glass of warm wine
in prague and look back
and remember the first time i knew
all was about to change
because i learned
love was sacred
so now i protect it by
living for truth
for it is all i can do
for i know that by living for truth
i continue to love you
if i live for the truth within myself
i find you
so many years
i didn’t understand
what love could be
till i met you
fear sometimes makes things
go away
but fear can never kill something
true
so i fight for that because it is
how i remain walking close
to heaven
i wander over the world
you’re always in my heart
no one can replace you
or tear it away
cause i made a choice
to live life
seeing love as sacred
now i walk against the world
walk through the storm
so many try to tear me away
tell me i am crazy for believing in love
this way
but i was taught
by things divine
that love is not
a casual thing
to treasure
and honor
to respect
and protect
so i let them say
all they say but
it doesn’t change
my heart these days
i walk away
but inside my love
will always stay
maybe i was meant to be a monk
wander alone
because now i can’t wander
with anyone else
because my heart
doesn’t agree
so they look pretty
but i see the lies
i see the reasons
they try to hide
and it makes me sad
that so many have forgotten
what love can be
i can’t go back
to the way i used to be
so now
i walk like a monk in real time
letting the world
and beauty be my guide
Poetry::: JillianANn: enter the heart through the words:::
Echelon
do you remember
the sun setting
next to the moon
in heaven where earth left me wandering
across the sky when visions left me to breath
in the beauty left covered in memories
blankets wrapping around me
in silent motion
stitching up broken hearts and torn emotions
together inside there is a reason why
the moon and the stars live in the sky
next to the moments which pass by
in surrender
dear God please watch over us
as we try not to fall
into the state of a million
temptations
please bless this moment with your energy
keep us safe and help us behave
we are two of your lost sheep
trying to find the way
please protect us from the darkness that lurks
take what could be a disaster and turn it into
something beautiful
take destruction flip it around into creation
in the name of God let all that is not of God
be cast out into the dark
away from us
as we come together
to sing to create
to pour our love
into something for your name sake.....
please send your angels down from heaven to
fill this room keep us safe and protect us from what we know
could be our doom
please help us to be strong and to remember you’re
the reason we are here
as i look into the eyes of
one of your children
help me to remember
i am looking at you
help the sun to shine down
and break through all the things which
could harm us or hold us down
keep us in your sanctuary
in this reality fill us with your spirit
light us on fire
let your desire
fill us and over come us
so we are not tempted to fall together
into sin
watch over your lost sheep give us strength
for we are weak
please God keep me from sin
cleanse my heart from deep within
this is my prayer
father
please hear my plea
as i call down on my knees
open my heart
lift it to the sky
youre the reason why