0/ Who are you ? (How would you like to be introduced ?)
My name is Jillian Ann I am and a musician/singer/composer/artist from New York.  The best way to understand me is to go to my website -- www.JillianAnn.com

1/ Can you tell us about your first SM experience ?
I was eighteen and I fell in love with this beautiful girl who was a dominatrix in Atlanta. She was a dancer and I used to watch her dance.  Then, we started going out.  Over time, we grew really close. One night she wanted to top me. I had never done this before and was nervous, but I trusted her and liked her, so I let her tie me up. She tied me up and then left me there to wonder about things for sometime before she came over and started kissing me. From then on, I was hooked on playing the game, of playing the sub. I loved giving up total control and letting her take over. I was a passenger on her ride. From there, I discovered a whole world of feelings and sensations and I became addicted to the sensations. I used to do drugs to achieve altered states of being, but then I discovered that by removing all senses and adding pain, I could often go to those places without drugs. Pain became a drug to me and I took it and explored it and pushed the limits when I found people I could trust to share the experince with.

2/ Have you ever been a dominatrix yourself ?
For my lover, yes, but not professionally. I am very much a creature of wanting to share things with those I am very close to and to keep them very sacred. 

3/ What is a good dominatrix ?
A good dominatrix is one that know not only about the physical aspects but also knows and is aware of the mind and soul. For me it is when there is complete trust, a complete letting go and completely pushing limits.  A good dominatrx will open the mind and body to new experiences and feelings. A good dominatrix acts out of love and respect and out of a desire to explore a world together. Someone who takes the time to read the other person and who is aware of them and understands how to take them to places where they may have feared to tread and show them that there is no reason to fear. I had a few good doms in my life.   was not so involved with them on a physical level as in a mental and emotional level. They taught me many things, but the most important was not to fear, not even the things I thought I could never face.  They took me to my nightmares and I faced them and then they were no longer so scary. A good dom also knows when to push a submissive away so the submissve can continue to grow. If you detach the mental and emotional and spiritual side, to me, it creates a negative dom. Those who can face their fears of pain and trust can often go on to face those fears in all areas of life. A good dom will break you and then make you do it again till you are no longer afraid or broken. For me, it was not just the physical aspects but it altered my emotional and spiritual perspectives. The things that used to scare me lost their power and then the dark was no longer so dark.

4/ What is a good slave/submissive?
A good slave is one who wants nothing in return. They are very hard to find. Most want attention and if they want attention, how much of a slave are they really?

5/ What kind of man could you fall in love with ?
This question again:) It is what the world is asking. I could fall in love with someone who would let me take them to their fears and who would let me tear down their walls. I could fall in love with someone who would take me to my fears and make me tear down my walls. I could fall in love with someone who would make me do what is right and not what is easy. I could fall in love with someone who followed their heart and lived for truth and integrity. I could fall in love with someone who would sacrifice their life to help others. I need someone who is spiritual, who can understand me in all levels -- the mental, the physical, the emotional, and the spiritual. I could fall in love with someone who would make me be alone if it was needed for my own personal growth and in order for me to focus on my art and passion. If he did yoga, was into spiritual things, liked to meditate and believed in God, that would help too. If he was in the entertainment business, it would make it easier. If he was mostly vegan, it would also be easier. He would have to be able to handle me posting my entire life on the internet and telling the world all of my secrets and not hiding anything from anyone. He would have to handle the fact that I do love getting tied up but I also love helping other people and seeking truth and am on a spiritual trip. He would have to accept me for who I am with all of my mistakes and imperfections.  he would be someone who is almost like me but a bit different. Someone who could argue with me, someone who would run away with me at a moment and go on random adventures to other countries with no plans. Someone who wont care if I talk to strangers and wont be afraid that I will leave them. Someone who will believe me if I say I love them and understand and accept that I am a very loyal and committed person when I put my mind to it. If they like to take walks by the ocean and to drink coffee in cafes and go sky diving and share a passion for music and people it would be helpful.

6/ What are your favorite SM fantasies ?
To be kidnapped and taken away to a place where i didn't know where I was.  Maybe in the woods. To be taken outside blindfolded to a field in the middle of spring and to be maybe ever so slightly tied up and then teased for a very long time. Touched in every spot in every way.

7/ If you were an animal, which one would you be ?
A cat... a very friendly cat.

8/ If you were a flower (or a plant), which one would you be ?
This is new... I would be a tree. I love trees.9

/ What would you like to be made of ?
Light.

10/ What's your favorite sentence ?
"if you cease to dream you cease to live"11/ If your life was a movie, what would the title be ?
Life in Motion

thank you