DEAREST
Trying to hold on
Hold me down
Got to hold me
back
Hold me here
Cause my
souls raging
And my hearts
breaking
And it’s
raining in my head again
Daddy haunts my
sleep again
A fist in my
side
I got to get by
I got to
survive
So now
It’s my
fault now, all the things I did
Just trying to
fit in
All those
lovers all my sins
Nailed through
your hands
Got another
plan
Another way to
get through this
Now I am trying
To keep on
surviving
So now I am
going to keep on trying
Keep on living
Keep on giving
Causes I cant
fix myself, so I’ll fix everyone else
I’ve got a
fist in my side
And the scars I
can’t hide
And I got to
get by
I got to
survive
I’m going
to keep on living
I’m going
to keep on giving
Cause I cant
seem to fix myself, so I’ll fix everyone else
These marmalade
memories and things I don’t want to see
Are running in
and out of me
And these
frozen tear drop burn inside of me
But I’m
going to get by
I got to
survive
I’m going
to keep on giving, going to keep on giving
Cause I cant seem to fix myself, so I’ll fix everyone