Daddy Daddy
Daddy Daddy
I feel like I got lost somehow
Now I struggle around
Lose myself in the sound
Of songs
I always lost myself around you
Tried to forget the things you do
How you hit to get through
Now I ride the train in circles
With knives in my eyes
Erasing your lies
Learning the truth
I’m not worthless
I’m not meant to be used
Not a creature created for abuse
I drain the bottle
Close my eyes and follow
The child who got left behind
Back in my room
When you broke the mirror
Smashed my skin
I sit and wait
The I see when I went away
Drove me out
Now I ride the A train
A vampire built by fire
The soul is recovering
Like a junkie
I have to fight to be free
To forgive
What is left dead
Hanging by childhood
Where I lay in the grass
Trying to remember what’s good
I close my eyes
Ride in circles
Don’t worry
I’ll always cry