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Chained Circles

I am smoking my ciggaret

Sitting on the window sill

Smelling the smoke drifting back

So now I survived somehow

But now  its pushing me around now

So now I  watch as I fade as the rivers relapse

I start to twist inside

And I colapse

My lungs are filling up

My lungs are filling up

And the smoke is tearing me down

Where are you now

I am fighting and i still fell hard and hit the ground

For years and years I said I didnt care

Said I would never go there

and now I am caught up in the headlights

And I cant cover my scars up

but I dont want to turn back

These smoke chained circles are covering up my hands

So now I  watch as I fade as the rivers relapse

I start to twist inside

And I colapse

My lungs are filling up

My lungs are filling up

And the smoke is tearing me down

Where are you now

I am fighting and i still fell hard and hit the ground

These memorys are holding my head

So now I am going to take a shower

Wash away my sins

And I am gonna close the door

And pray for hours

Next doo there is a cathedreal

and I got to go look for something safe now

Got to find a new home, cause I am on my own