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Anorexic

Anorexic halo

Wearing my red coat

Watching my heart grow

Sensitive diva walking alone

Got to figure out were all these bad dreams go

Theres a jar to put my nightmares in

Now I only have to find the lid

And I am too tired to sleep

To hungry to eat

To starved for affection

Torn in reflection

Now I’ve got to find my halo

I know I lost it some time ago

Or the bars are going to close down

Wearing my blue eyes

Got to find someone to take me inside

Got to find a place to hide

Cause the world is too cold tonight

I forgot to turn on the bathroom light

I slip on the wet floor, got to find a was to open the door

Cause I am all locked up; I’m all tied down

Got to find my red coat, to cover my broken bones

Wearing through my blue eyes

Screaming in my black skies

So now I never seem to find a friend

Walking down the tunnel still looking for the end

Of this broken street, these bloody sheets

I got to find my halo

I got to find somewhere safe I can go

To close my blue eyes

To find my bright skies,

And I am warping up my heart, cause its been torn apart

In these torn sheets, and all the dreamers I can never seem to keep

I’ve got to find my halo

And my anorexia only seems to grow